I’ve come to realize that my job has been so rewarding over the past 8 years. It’s so sad that all my kids are getting big enough to go to school. It kind of leaves me with an empty feeling, like… “what’s next?”
I’ve come to realize that when I’m driving nobody else should be on the road. I don’t think I’m completely “there” when behind the wheel.
I’ve come to realize that I need to do some major discipline and child training with my youngest son. Yesterday after coming home from my MIL’s house Kade informed me that he had taken a poop out on her lawn. And sure enough when she went to investigate, he had left her a giant surprise. Hello! What was he thinking? I wonder what else this week will bring with him? Last week at school he told me a kid in his class was the ugliest kid he had ever seen. I think he has crossed the line from being cute to “what do I do with this kid?”
I’ve come to realize that I have lost way too many things over the years. I am so disorganized so things tend to get misplaced all the time.
I’ve come to realize that I hate it when people talk about me or talk about other people. I hate confrontations and just don’t see “why we all can’t just get along!”
I’ve come to realize that money is more useful when it’s in the bank. It’s taken a few years to realize how important saving money is. It’s just so hard to turn down cute clothes when you see them!
I’ve come to realize that certain people are just so amazing. There are so many people that are either in my ward, or my family or just people I get a chance to know that are truly phenomenal people. I am constantly learning from somebody. I love the older wiser people in my ward that have so many years of knowledge behind them. I would love to have known so many of these people when they were my age, raising a young family. I just hope one day, when I’m a little older, I can emulate some of these people. I just need to remember that some of these people have years of experience behind them. It’s nice having people that you can look up to and pattern your life after.
I’ve come to realize that I’ll always love sleeping in, eating yummy food, cuddling on the couch, watching tv, soft fluffy blankets, and taking naps. No matter how ambitious I “want” or “try” to be, deep down I think I will always be a couch potato.
I’ve come to realize that my siblings and I aren’t as close as we were when we were younger. I guess that’s bound to happen since I’m the only girl. I wish we were a lot closer but we just have different interests and different lives right now.
I’ve come to realize that my mom sacrificed a lot for me when we were younger. I look up to her a lot. I have learned a lot from my mom simply by watching the way she lives her life. I owe a lot to my mom.
I’ve come to realize that my cell phone is much more important to me then I ever thought it would be. Their was a time when I really didn’t think I needed one. Now I can’t leave home without it.
I’ve come to realize that when I woke up this morning I wasn’t as sleepy as I usually am. Maybe that’s because we actually went to bed at a decent hour last night. I guess that’s the lesson that is supposed to be learned by: Early to bed, Early to rise makes a man healthy wealthy and wise.
I’ve come to realize that last night right before I went to sleep I was saying my prayers and pondering some things. Oops must have dozed off during that.
I’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking my head hurts, I’m tired, I want to sleep.
I’ve come to realize that my dad is an amazing person. He has so many great qualities that I can learn from and pass on to my kids. I hope to be in as good as shape as he is when I’m his age.
I’ve come to realize that when I get on facebook it’s usually such a waste of time. So many people say it’s addicting but I really haven’t found that to be true yet. Sometimes it’s fun to see what people are up to though.
I’ve come to realize that today the weather is absolutely perfect. I love when it’s kind of cloudy and not too hot. We’ve had a few drizzles here and there. I want a pot of soup, sweats, and a big comfy blanket.
I’ve come to realize that tonight Brayden has soccer (his soccer schedule just changed.) Mike get’s to take him to that and I will go and enjoy our neighborhood FHE. Our neighborhood is so awesome.
I’ve come to realize that tomorrow I have absolutely no plans. Sometimes I love days like that.
I’ve come to realize that I really want to go on a trip to Hawaii with Mike. Maybe next year we can celebrate our ten year anniversary there. Wouldn’t that be nice?
I’ve come to realize that life goes by way too quickly. You seriously can’t waste any time thinking you’re going to do something later, because time will catch up with you.
I’ve come to realize that this weekend is the last weekend before the kids start school. Hopefully we can make the most of it.
I’ve come to realize that I’m not the same as I used to be. I used to add so much “fluff” when doing things, now there just isn’t enough time or energy. I loved planning parties and having people over. I loved doing extra art projects and crafts. I loved scrapbooking with all the extra embellishments. Now I will barely do enough to just skate by. I do everything I can to talk my kids out of parties. We never have people over because it seems like so much work. I just throw all my pictures into an online photo album-no embellishments. It kind of makes me sad, because I once loved doing stuff like this. But now it just drains me and doesn’t seem worth the effort.
I’ve come to realize that my friends all have really busy schedules. It’s hard planning times to get together. We all have really different lives and different things going on. Makes me sad.
I’ve come to realize that this year will be really different than last year. I will have my two oldest in school all day. Hopefully I will have time to accomplish a lot of the things I’ve been putting off. Hopefully I can cherish the time I have with Kade.
I’ve come to realize that maybe I should find something that I can do, that I will love, to occupy my time while kids are at school. Something along the lines of making money instead of spending money.
I’ve come to realize that I love many many things. I simply love being at home with my family with not a lot to do. I love when I have a really good meal that I get to eat. I love when we get to take a walk together as a family on a cool evening. I love when I have fresh clean laundry...especially sheets. I love when the house is peaceful and quiet. I love holidays. And I love going on drives through the mountains.
I’ve come to realize that I don’t understand the scriptures as well as I would like to. I really try hard but sometimes I don’t see the depth that some people understand. One day I hope that I will be able to.
I’ve come to realize that my past has a lot of regrets. But I don’t think I would be the person I am today without those regrets. I often wonder what path my life would have taken if some of my choices in life would have been different. I love my life and wouldn’t want it to be any other way. Although I do wish I would have been smarter about some of my choices.
I’ve come to realize that parties usually make me anxious. I don’t usually like being around large crowds. I tend to become the “wall flower” because I pull away from people instead of being the one to go and talk to people.
I’ve come to realize that I’m totally terrified of the future. I always wonder what sort of trials I am going to have to overcome in my life. Sometimes I spend a lot of time focusing on this. I think, “my life is good, how long before the storms come.” I dread death, sickness, cancer, fires, earthquakes…stuff like that.
I’ve come to realize that my life is good.